11:10pm
I’m currently participating in one of the most painful and drawn out msn conversations EVER. It’s my own fault, I started it, but she’s was in the same group at school and she’s at my uni so I see her occasionally and eugh. Why must it be so HARD. So I know the people your friends with at school aren’t gonna be your friends for life usually but its so strained! Just cause she’s not my best friend doesn’t mean it needs to be this difficult. She never was my best friend either so it really shouldn’t be awkward or anything.
I’ve noticed that I’m struggling to keep up with my best friends from school though, one moved away to uni which explains a lot but we’re going skiing together soon and all will be well. The other one though, whenever I see her fleetingly these days it seems to consist of me looking at her incredulously as she describes some situation with her *insert important person here*. Whether its friends, boyfriend, family member, whatever, she still deals with things the same as she did a year or two ago. The girls almost 19 you’d think she’d have grown up a bit by now but apparently not. It becomes increasingly hard to give her a pep talk about how she shouldn’t make things bigger than they are when I’ve given her the same talk hundreds of times and its yet to make the blind bit of difference!
Ok so now that you’ve learnt more than you ever needed to know about my best friend and I…
songs for sunday
my favourite game - the cardigans
american boy - estelle ft. kanye west
whistle for the choir - the fratellis
i will possess your heart - death cab for cutie
slow dancing in a burning room - john mayer
